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| So I'll check the weather wherever you are, because I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight, it might be my only right...Good bye.
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So there goes my life,
Passing by with every exit sign.
It's been so long,
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong.
No sleep tonight,
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines.
And as the moon fades,
One more night gone, only twenty more days.
But I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now.
And there goes my life,
Passing by with every departing flight.
And its been so hard,
So much time so far apart.
And she walks the night.
How many hearts will die tonight?
And will things have changed?
I guess I'll find out in seventeen days.
But I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now.
My body aches,
And it hurts to sing.
No one is moving.
And I wish that I weren't here tonight,
But this is my life.
And I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now
And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now | | |
| Skepticism. Sketchiness. So many things just make me wonder. although now i feel like I'm regressing more than progressing, I suppose it's all apart of life. You know, staying focused, staying on a set course is really difficult. I think I'm trying to do too much, and not focusing on one thing at a time. It's like, you wish you could do everything in the world, that you can just reach up and grab a star. Turns out there are many things unreachable, unattainable. Once you set your goals too high you're setting yourself up for disaster. Sometimes I realize that I've become so powerless in a situation, regardless of how much I care about it or want it to change. It's realizing what you can and cannot do that really changes your perspective of life. I used to always think about things..and think that thinking it is accomplishing something, accomplishing some sort of feat through thinking. But it's just successfully brainwashing myself that i am doing something about it. There were so many times where I wanted to do something, and instead I thought about it, and substituted the actual action by just thinking about what I should/should've done. And never really going through with my thoughts. Well I believe now I need to. It's a necessity, a requirement for me now. I wish I did before because I've missed out on so many oppurtunities and improving situations. If only there was a way to change everything. I feel so bad about not acting on my thoughts because I missed out, I regret. I know I could've done more, I could've achieved more. But hey, it's the past. Something unchangeable, unattainable, Something you can never have again. It's sad to look back and think of all the things you wish you said to someone and you never did. Oppurtunities, situations always have a time window. You don't have forever to have the chance to do something. Seize the moment, "capture all the beauty in the photograph" Because one day you'll look back, and regret missing out on such great possibilities. But People move on, everyone moves on. There will always be someone to replace you, you are forgettable. Everyone is.
The Lover After Me.
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| Wow, so lots of progress today, I'm very content with my life right now..although it'll take some time to be where I want to be, I know I'll get there eventually, and I'm heavily optomistic to the direction I'm going with my life. I really realize that to improve every other aspect of my life, I need to improve myself. It's an uphill battle, and I realize life will and has always been an uphill battle. It's really how you deal with it, either fight the pain and go up, or stay stationary and look at what's at the top, and what could've been, what should've been, what would've been. But that gets you nowhere, there's essentially nowhere to go but up. And amidst the determination, perseverance to try to take the pain and fight on is working, It's making me a better person, and I know it's always brighter on the other side of the mountain. In light of that, I'm anxious to gain more knowledge, learn more about the world, and in doing so, find out who am I myself. I'm tired of running around and circles and not having "tunnel vision" I think I have it now, I know what I want, and I know where to go. I guess, something good always comes out from something bad. Time to let go of the past, and look in the future =).
If you really love something, let it free. If it truly belongs to you, it'll come back.
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